Wasting my time?

Of course not. But it sure feels like it. I played a pretty lengthy session, close to 2k hands at NL2, this graph will be pretty self explanatory. I win a few hands, I grind, and then I lose to some horrendous opponents. I hate losing a lot after grinding so much, it makes me feel like I did all the grinding for no reason, especially at NL2, where I could find an equal amount of money from winning a big pot under my couch. First the graph.


Now the hands.

Hand 1:
PokerStars Game #23083106408: Hold'em No Limit ($0.01/$0.02) - 2008/12/20 4:15:14 ET
Table 'Memnon' 9-max Seat #9 is the button
Seat 2: wtoto ($0.95 in chips)
Seat 3: la_vengadora ($5.25 in chips)
Seat 7: niinuska12 ($2.27 in chips)
Seat 8: hmk-4 ($6.89 in chips)
Seat 9: Heinz Banane ($1.92 in chips)
wtoto: posts small blind $0.01
la_vengadora: posts big blind $0.02
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to hmk-4 [Ad Kh]
niinuska12: raises $0.08 to $0.10
hmk-4: calls $0.10
Heinz Banane: calls $0.10
wtoto: folds
la_vengadora: folds
*** FLOP *** [Kc 4c 4s]
niinuska12: checks
hmk-4: bets $0.20
Heinz Banane: calls $0.20
niinuska12: folds
*** TURN *** [Kc 4c 4s] [2h]
hmk-4: bets $0.40
Heinz Banane: raises $0.40 to $0.80
Pabgott joins the table at seat #5
hmk-4: raises $5.40 to $6.20
Heinz Banane: calls $0.82 and is all-in
Uncalled bet ($4.58) returned to hmk-4
*** RIVER *** [Kc 4c 4s 2h] [7h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
hmk-4: shows [Ad Kh] (two pair, Kings and Fours)
Heinz Banane: shows [4d 7c] (a full house, Fours full of Sevens)
Heinz Banane collected $3.82 from pot
Heinz Banane said, "sry"
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $3.97 | Rake $0.15
Board [Kc 4c 4s 2h 7h]
Seat 2: wtoto (small blind) folded before Flop
Seat 3: la_vengadora (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 7: niinuska12 folded on the Flop
Seat 8: hmk-4 showed [Ad Kh] and lost with two pair, Kings and Fours
Seat 9: Heinz Banane (button) showed [4d 7c] and won ($3.82) with a full house, Fours full of Sevens

Hand 2:
PokerStars Game #23081924276: Hold'em No Limit ($0.01/$0.02) - 2008/12/20 2:32:17 ET
Table 'Hispania IV' 9-max Seat #7 is the button
Seat 1: TRACKDO1 ($2.97 in chips)
Seat 2: Khain2982 ($6.10 in chips)
Seat 3: showme1on1 ($1.38 in chips)
Seat 4: thunderdozer ($1.66 in chips)
Seat 5: Karsten64 ($4.98 in chips)
Seat 6: hmk-4 ($7.47 in chips)
Seat 7: eight7727 ($1.87 in chips)
Seat 9: Aquillion64 ($1.16 in chips)
Aquillion64: posts small blind $0.01
TRACKDO1: posts big blind $0.02
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to hmk-4 [Kc Ks]
Khain2982: folds
showme1on1: calls $0.02
thunderdozer: folds
Karsten64: calls $0.02
hmk-4: raises $0.06 to $0.08
eight7727: calls $0.08
Aquillion64: calls $0.07
TRACKDO1: folds
showme1on1: calls $0.06
Karsten64: folds
*** FLOP *** [Jc 2h 9h]
Aquillion64: checks
showme1on1: checks
hmk-4: bets $0.30
eight7727: raises $0.40 to $0.70
Aquillion64: folds
showme1on1: folds
hmk-4: raises $6.69 to $7.39 and is all-in
eight7727: calls $1.09 and is all-in
Uncalled bet ($5.60) returned to hmk-4
*** TURN *** [Jc 2h 9h] [Ad]
*** RIVER *** [Jc 2h 9h Ad] [7h]
*** SHOW DOWN ***
hmk-4: shows [Kc Ks] (a pair of Kings)
eight7727: shows [9s Jd] (two pair, Jacks and Nines)
eight7727 collected $3.79 from pot
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $3.94 | Rake $0.15
Board [Jc 2h 9h Ad 7h]
Seat 1: TRACKDO1 (big blind) folded before Flop
Seat 2: Khain2982 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 3: showme1on1 folded on the Flop
Seat 4: thunderdozer folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 5: Karsten64 folded before Flop
Seat 6: hmk-4 showed [Kc Ks] and lost with a pair of Kings
Seat 7: eight7727 (button) showed [9s Jd] and won ($3.79) with two pair, Jacks and Nines
Seat 9: Aquillion64 (small blind) folded on the Flop

Hand 3:
PokerStars Game #23083048118: Hold'em No Limit ($0.01/$0.02) - 2008/12/20 4:09:55 ET
Table 'Boliviana II' 9-max Seat #9 is the button
Seat 1: Mazda3speed9 ($2.30 in chips)
Seat 2: hmk-4 ($5.44 in chips)
Seat 4: ClimmBimm ($1.65 in chips)
Seat 5: sunhong365 ($2.56 in chips)
Seat 6: jon_19862008 ($1.61 in chips)
Seat 8: junliang27 ($3.03 in chips)
Seat 9: Yakshi ($5.42 in chips)
Mazda3speed9: posts small blind $0.01
hmk-4: posts big blind $0.02
*** HOLE CARDS ***
Dealt to hmk-4 [3h Kh]
ClimmBimm: calls $0.02
sunhong365: folds
jon_19862008: folds
junliang27: folds
Yakshi: folds
Mazda3speed9: calls $0.01
hmk-4: checks
*** FLOP *** [Th 2d 9h]
Mazda3speed9: bets $0.04
hmk-4: calls $0.04
ClimmBimm: folds
*** TURN *** [Th 2d 9h] [6d]
Mazda3speed9: bets $0.06
hmk-4: calls $0.06
*** RIVER *** [Th 2d 9h 6d] [Jh]
Mazda3speed9: bets $2.18 and is all-in
hmk-4: calls $2.18
*** SHOW DOWN ***
Mazda3speed9: shows [4h Ah] (a flush, Ace high)
hmk-4: mucks hand
Mazda3speed9 collected $4.42 from pot
kidsam09 joins the table at seat #7
*** SUMMARY ***
Total pot $4.62 | Rake $0.20
Board [Th 2d 9h 6d Jh]
Seat 1: Mazda3speed9 (small blind) showed [4h Ah] and won ($4.42) with a flush, Ace high
Seat 2: hmk-4 (big blind) mucked [3h Kh]
Seat 4: ClimmBimm folded on the Flop
Seat 5: sunhong365 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 6: jon_19862008 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 8: junliang27 folded before Flop (didn't bet)
Seat 9: Yakshi (button) folded before Flop (didn't bet)

I'm going to take a break for now, I might hit the sack, we shall see.